Showing posts with label suffer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suffer. Show all posts

Saturday, January 6, 2018

Gloria - Psalm 35



17 How long, Lord, will you look on?
Rescue me from their ravages,
my precious life from these lions.
22 Lord, you have seen this; do not be silent.
Do not be far from me, Lord.
23 Awake, and rise to my defense!
Contend for me, my God and Lord.
24 Vindicate me in your righteousness, Lord my God;
do not let them gloat over me.

This is a pretty heavy psalm. Justice is theme we hear much about in the world with the “social” prefix where the emphasis is helping the less fortunate at best and at worst just virtue signaling. I have always been confused why in a naturalistic/survival of the fittest world view, that would occur…but we’ll leave that to someone else somewhere else. In many churches, especially in reformed ones, justice comes up only as a reference to the Law, and how unworthy we are under its just judgment, as the cause and predecessor to Jesus’ coming. I do stand with Paul in Romans 7 in saying it is good and necessary, but can this really be the only real justice that the Bible has to say anything about? Of course not! David is feeling unjustly put upon and he is appealing to the one he knows is the ultimate arbiter of justice, God. Under psalms like this you get a sample of what the less fortunate have to say when they appeal to God. Do we think because they may or may not be of “the faith” that God doesn’t hear them or that we shouldn’t be concerned with them? Of course not. Those that are victims of sexual assault, systematic and in person racism, and the poor/orphaned should be our concern. Many in the church just claim that if we wave the gospel wand over them, everything will be ok. That is the equivalent of James 2:16 where he says:

If one of you says to them, 
"Go in peace; keep warm and well fed,"
but does nothing about their physical needs, what good is it?

This plea of the oppressed included in scripture should be convicting to us in our search to reach the world. It must include not only a desire to see their spirit restored and made alive, but that their bodies and lives be restored as well. David says:

27 May those who delight in my vindication
shout for joy and gladness;
may they always say, “The Lord be exalted,
who delights in the well-being of his servant.”
28 My tongue will proclaim your righteousness,
your praises all day long.

Whether we are well or that in need, we should work to help each other and seek the elevation and wellness of those around us, and even more [like 1 Peter 4:8-11] for those in the body of Christ. We are to praise to glorify and worship Him when they are restored; glorifying Him out loud, visible and seen/heard by those around us.  Augustine says it well when he says:

See how I have made a discourse something longer; you are wearied. 
Who endures to praise God all the day long? 
I will suggest a remedy whereby you may praise God all the day long, if you will. 
Whatever you do, do well, and you have praised God.

How much more is the Lord glorified by serving and helping the poor, oppressed, orphan, widow, and those put upon by racism and sexual abuse, than just building a house well or doing good at your job? Let us seek to elevate those around us hurt by systems, people and themselves, and do it to the glory and praise of our Father in heaven.

In Christ,
paul




music for the week (as usual: no claim of being not "offensive" but it is really good):

Saturday, October 21, 2017

This Is A Fire Door Never Leave Open - Psalm 31


Honesty and transparency is hard some come by. We can really hardly ever find it in others much less ourselves. We are so unwilling to open up and say we are at a deficit and are hurting; that we are struggling to move on forward. I even stutter when I know I need to be and reluctantly relent to the truth. David says:

9 Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction,
and my bones grow weak.


Prayer is powerful. It helps us to understand ourselves in relation to God and pushes us to be honest. I find it harder to lie to myself when I'm praying than any other time. I really think it isn't possible to worship the Lord, to reach to grasp the master, until we have let go of ourselves. Pain and struggles have a tendency to show us ourselves. It shakes our foundations of self confidence. I believe it is there to wake us to conscientiousness, to wake us from our selfish slumber, in order for us to seek out something (really someONE) that is trustworthy to hold onto. Unfortunately in a society of defiant self-reliance, we are told to scream our uniqueness and toughness over the proverbial affliction. We wear shirts that say "I beat cancer" or post things about "proudly being an introvert" that subtly (or not so subtly) imply "I will gladly sacrifice my brothers and sisters in Christ on the alter of my self comfort." Is it awesome that you have recovered from a disease? Yes! Did you really beat it? Is it cool that you know something about yourself? I think it is. But is it really something to be celebrated? No. It has a set of strengths and a set of weaknesses that need to be overcome same as being an extrovert. When we celebrate impediments, or suffering we've "overcome" we really defeat the Divine purpose of it. I want to admit my failings and my need, thereby freeing my hands of myself to grasp on to Him. Think about this line of thinking looking at the concluding verses of this psalm.

21 Praise be to the Lord,
for he showed me the wonders of his love
when I was in a city under siege.
22 In my alarm I said,
“I am cut off from your sight!”
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
23 Love the Lord, all his faithful people!
(the call)
The Lord preserves those who are true to him,
(the promise)
but the proud he pays back in full.
(the warning)
24 Be strong and take heart
(in Him),
all you who hope in the Lord


Let us abandon ourselves and grasp on to Him. Confess, repent and praise Him for He loves us and has forgiven us!

In Christ,
paul



music for the week (as usual: no claim of being not "offensive" but it is really good):

Saturday, August 26, 2017

Psalm 22



I just want to share, since my weekly psalm reading landed on 22 that we read last week, a little of a message I heard at the Canvas conference 2 weeks ago from Cole Brown. David wrote this psalm about how he felt so see this first how he wrote it...

Suffering feels like:
1) Abandonment: vs 1, 2
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me,
so far from my cries of anguish?
My God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,
by night, but I find no rest.

2) Condemnation: vs 7, 8
All who see me mock me;
they hurl insults, shaking their heads.
“He trusts in the Lord,” they say,
“let the Lord rescue him.
Let him deliver him,
since he delights in him.”

3) Worthlessness: vs 6
But I am a worm and not a man,
scorned by everyone, despised by the people.

4) Loneliness: vs 11
Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.

5) Prison: vs 12,13
Many bulls surround me;
strong bulls of Bashan encircle me.
Roaring lions that tear their prey
open their mouths wide against me.

6) Death: vs 14, 15
I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart has turned to wax;
it has melted within me.
My mouth is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth;
you lay me in the dust of death.

These are all the things suffering feels like. It reminds me of Isaiah where he names Jesus as "a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief. Think about it, if David says all of this is what suffering feels like, when we apply it like we see the story of Jesus unfolds in Matthew...suffering feels like all the things Jesus suffered for us. It feels like abandonment, but He was totally abandoned: it feels like death and He actually died, etc. He knows what suffering feels like in total. How we feel falls somewhere in the middle on a scale of 1-10, but He has gone all the way to 10 in every category....and He did that for US!!! Finally, suffering ends praise: vs 22-26

I will declare your name to my people;
in the assembly I will praise you.
You who fear the Lord, praise him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him!
Revere him, all you descendants of Israel!
For he has not despised or scorned
the suffering of the afflicted one;
he has not hidden his face from him
but has listened to his cry for help.
From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly;
before those who fear you, I will fulfill my vows.
The poor will eat and be satisfied;
those who seek the Lord will praise him—
may your hearts live forever!

in Christ,
paul

Sunday, July 19, 2015

Jesus Hastening To Suffer


Jesus Hastening To Suffer

It is an odd thing to think about Jesus, propelled by Love for the Father and man, not hesitating in His sacrifice. His heart to honor/obey the Father (one of the two parts of worship) propelled Him to endure the cross…

    “For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”
    -Hebrews 12:2b

He, with eyes on the resulting reconciling of man to God and the glory it would bring the Godhead, set Himself to push through. Seeking the Father produced obedience and glory to Him. This isn’t a trite precious moments postcard. This is something graphic. The flower that bloomed was of a kind never seen; rare, and beautiful, but that middle part was gruesome, vile and terrible. He hastened to suffer for what was on the other end, not for the minutiae of the process. Chesterton talks about a very similar process in his book Heretics

    "Even if the ideal of such men were simply the ideal [for example] of kicking a man downstairs, they thought of the end like men, not of the process like paralytics. They did not say, 'Efficiently elevating my right leg, using, you will notice, the muscles of the thigh and calf, which are in excellent order, I--' Their feeling was quite different. They were so filled with the beautiful vision of the man lying flat at the foot of the staircase that in that ecstasy the rest followed in a flash."

It is the same idea. “For the joy set before him.." It was the beautiful vision. He saw the redemption of man and the glory of the father. The joy was before Him. And He was the first. First to lay down, first to rise, first to triumph. He did that for us on our behalf. It is something we could not and can not do for ourselves. He gives that to us. Out of gratitude, and love we respond. He sets this example for our worship. Here is the context of our passage.

    "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."
    -Hebrews 12:1-3

All that to say, He not only examples it for us, but by the Spirit, gives us the desire and the power to do it. C.S. Lewis says

    “God, who foresaw your tribulation, has specially armed you to go through it, not without pain but without stain.”

Like Him, we bare a cross, but lighter than His. We bare ours in light of His; with our eyes on His. And in that we can rejoice, that though we lose sight of Him and regress to self-love, the loving-kindness of our savior is always there. I love these words of William Cowper. They are a perfect reminder of the readiness of our Lord to rescue us at great personal cost. The last two stanzas of his poem succinctly lay the finger on the pulse of our response and prayer.

    "Lord! we return thee what we can,
    Our hearts shall sound abroad
    Salvation to the dying man,
    And to the rising God!

    And while thy bleeding glories here
    Engage our wondering eyes;
    We learn our lighter cross to bear,
    And hasten to the skies."

So there sits the Christian life: sinning in or going through a trial, forgetting or losing faith in our Savior's work, then remembering His work/cost/effectiveness, and turning to Him in thanksgiving. There we go until He comes for us. It is a good thing to remember our Savior being bound for us, our Healer being broken for us, and our Hope diving into the hopelessness of death for us.



If you have problems with the chords, message me and I'll help the best I can.



JESUS HASTENING TO SUFFER
words by William Cowper, Nate Fanno, Paul Hedrick; 
music and melody by Paul Hedrick
D, Dadd9, GMaj9

      D         Dadd9 GMaj9
the Savior, what a noble flame
        D          D
add9 GMaj9
Was kindled in his  breast,
          D       D
add9        GMaj9
When hastening to Jerusalem,
      D                D
add9     GMaj9
He marched before the rest!

GMaj9                Asus4 6th
Lord! we return thee what we can,
       G
Maj9                      Asus4 6th
Our hearts shall sound abroad
G
Maj9                 Asus4 6th
Salvation to the dying man,
       G
Maj9           Asus4 6th
And to the rising God!

D              Dadd9         GMaj9
Good-will to men and zeal for God
      D        D
add9       GMaj9
His every thought engrossed;
      D           D
add9        GMaj9
He longs to cleanse us with blood;
      D           D
add9      GMaj9
He pants to reach his cross.

GMaj9                Asus4 6th
Lord! we return thee what we can,
       G
Maj9                      Asus4 6th
Our hearts shall sound abroad
G
Maj9                 Asus4 6th
Salvation to the dying man,
       G
Maj9           Asus4 6th
And to the rising God!

        D        Dadd9        GMaj9
With all his sufferings full in view,
       D           D
add9 GMaj9
And woes to us   unknown,
D           D
add9          GMaj9
Forth to the task his spirit flew;     
          D            Dadd9        GMaj9
'Twas love that urged him on.

GMaj9                Asus4 6th
Lord! we return thee what we can,
       G
Maj9                      Asus4 6th
Our hearts shall sound abroad
G
Maj9                 Asus4 6th
Salvation to the dying man,
       G
Maj9           Asus4 6th
And to the rising God!

  D GMaj7

Em add9          Bm aug5
And while thy bleeding glories here
    D             G
Maj7
Engage our wondering eyes;
E
m add9          Bm aug5
We learn our lighter cross to bear,
       D          G
Maj7
And hasten to the skies.

GMaj9                Asus4 6th
Lord! we return thee what we can,
       G
Maj9                      Asus4 6th
Our hearts shall sound abroad
G
Maj9                 Asus4 6th
Salvation to the dying man,
       G
Maj9           Asus4 6th
And to the rising God!
 
So for the tunings I use that make it easy see below. I can message the tabeture if needed. The chords above are the real chords. You can try doing it without the {aug5 and 6th} to get you where you need to be.

if tuned to CGCFA#D than Capo 4
if tuned to DADGCE than Capo2